//Erneyy Online Diary//

2011-10-02T00:25:00.000-07:00

hey my dusty blog. Tomorrow is the start of my attachment and i'm soo excited but yet i'm lazy nyahahaha. :) 1.2 result i'm not that satisfied soo next year in year 2 i've to work harder and get a higher GPA. K bye hahaa :)

2011-05-31T03:35:00.000-07:00

I just don't understand my mom.. She everything want to complain to people bad things about me. Like WTH siaa.. Why don't you complain to them all the good things. If like tt i rather be a bad girl rite smoke , drink, go clubbing but i've already go clubbing hshahaa! If you complain olso you'll feel ashamed what . I love you mom but when you did this to me i feel hurt. Hust a lil small thing you wanna make it big. Like urhg!!!

2011-04-13T19:42:00.000-07:00

Hey my lovely blog. I really love my bf soo much!! Love you klaudjo♥ you're my everything.. you're soo romantic and sweet like a shoogar. :) Love yaa~~~. Later going to attachment at hospital ______. Yesterday was my first day and it was awesome.!! Bye!!

2011-04-07T02:59:00.000-07:00

Hey my lovely diary,

I'm back. It have been such a long time since i blog, ok so now i really gonna get out with this feeling. I really love him soo much, he's cute and a bit of sotong sometimes. How can i not like u, you're just too cute fer me. Your parent's don't even know tt you smoke hahaha. And he really such a great guy can say laa ahaha.. Everybody called you name olso u just don't care, you just scold them a bit only. Salute with you. :) hahahahaa... Yuckz. Why am i praising him now hhahaha.. WTH. Ok enough with tt. So Holiday is gonaa be over soon , and yeah next monday going to be my attachment. I'm scared.!! Well in my mind always say tt i just want to gain an experience tt's all. So yeah. This is my ambition since young. So i've to go for it. :D Bye.!! Will update soon :)

2011-03-04T01:16:00.000-08:00

This picture was taken last year; Racial Harmony day

I'm seriously missing my secondary school mate. I miss the moment when we laugh, we do paper work and gossip about guy with juwairiah. I miss when teacher Shout at us. I miss everything. How i wish i could rewind the time back. Ite life is stressful. My bff i don't know when she'll come back. I wish she's schooling the same school as me. But too bad she's at india now.

2011-02-28T03:59:00.000-08:00

oThis is my new friend :)

It have been such a long time since i blog.. My blog is soooooo dead.. Now i'll update my blog. Ok my life was awesome now. But a bit of stress. I miss my secondary school. I miss my crazy friend.. Ok soo just now on my way back i buy bubble tea and you know what i saw Khairul hahaha.. What a small world.. Miss him hahha.. I can't believe he have already stop working.. hahaa..

Errm i'm wondering why do people changed. Please laa be yourself is much much better then you pretend to be someone else. I missed the old you seriously..

2011-01-05T03:46:00.000-08:00

Cute rite... I know :)

Hey i'm back!!! two days ago i went for check up... Xray , blood test and urine test for ite.. Ok soo first i went in i like sotong... hahaha.. So i go to the counter and asked them i'm going for check up and show the ite letter. After tt they gave me number 69. Fuck.. hahaha.. waited there like 1hr then my turn.. Ok soo i went to x ray first... The docter asked me are you pregnant... Stupid question seyy.. of cos i 'm not... Ok after tt went to take my blood test.. kenna inject... ouch!! ^^. Ok then urine test the nurse is a guy but is like a gay a bit laa hahaha... he say do you have a mental problem and i was huh mental problem of cos no laa.. hahaha.. crazy... So yeah.. After tt went to banquet and eat young tau foo laksa yummy.. :)

2011-01-02T21:47:00.000-08:00

Hey... !! It have been such a long time since i update my dusty blog.. Ok today was fun... Having fun with my cousin.. went to shopping with her bla bla bla.. Ok soo my school starts on 10 Jan.. which is next week.. Damn!! And guess what i get the course what i want.. Thank god... I though tt i won't get to the course cos my result not tt good.. I passed but not with flying colour.. :) I really missed my bbf soo much.... :( soo bye... :) Oh yaa i've already stop working.. I miss Danial... aww.. :(

2010-12-20T03:29:00.001-08:00

Saboo time

bbq time

satu mat slenger satu mat muker macam nk buat business hhaaa

Greeny family.. :) I'm proud to be in Basri family.. yay..

Heyy world... I've a great time spending time with my cousin on 17, 18 , 19 Dec.. At ALOHA chalet pasir ris... Okay let me elaborate more. Ermm on 17 Dec. woke up at 11.30 ready to go school and take my result... around 12.30 slack with Zul under the void deck then around 1.30 off to school. Around 3+ den i get my result. And you know what i passed.. Wee~ ~ Ok soo after tt vroom to chalet... wee.... Fun fun fun with my cuzzy... soo after tt. chilled around eat sleep play... Then when to swimming eat deng deng sampai dah muak dah... soo den on 18 party party party... yeah!! sooo my cousin and myself we sleep together... Then they keep farting... macam bangkai tikus sak diorang kentot..turn by turn pulak tu boleyy mati seyy... haishh... den i olso fart laa.. revenge laa hahaha. Den they say i fart like automic bomb... bustard seyy.. Den after tt Haidhar say eh i want to be a Dj uh.. Then he say mistery jam 3 den fauzi seyy dah nk kul empat seyy den he say estimate arh kul 4 so he say laa mistery jam 4 there's a girl named ernie yuliarty at chalet farted lalalalala... I very paiseyy alrdy then sumore he make fun of me then i scolded him CB.. haha sorry arh i didn't meant to maki hahaha.. but overall fun laa... yay :)

2010-10-11T20:28:00.000-07:00

Hey!!! Look at the picture above.. Doesn't it look cool. Hahhaa.. I love my eye and lips. YeaH.. Love it soo much. So later at 2 i going out cos i'm going to training at swensens. Oh yaa i get a job at swensens yeah... Yesterday the manager called me and asked me to come down cos they want to trained me. So yeah wish me good luck yeah!! Actually i feel super damn nervous. I didn't work before that's why. So yeah bye! ! !

2010-10-10T23:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 10/10/10

Girl:babe, let’s meet later. I miss you.

Boy:alright, I’ll just finish this round of beer.

Girl:you’re drinking again?

Boy:don’t worry; I’ll be there, okay?

Girl:okay, I’ll be waiting.

hours passed, more of the boy’s friends came and they enjoyed too much that he forgot about the time. The boy looked at his cellphone and saw four messages and 10 missed calls. He shut his phone down to pretend his battery was drained. 1am The boy went home and saw his brother, panicking outside the house and looking for him.

Brother:someone called earlier! Your girlfriend’s bag was snatched, but she followed the snatchers and they shot her!

Boy:don’t mess with me man. Stop joking. The boy opened his cellphone and looked at her messages.

11:00pm Babe, where are you?

11:30pm Babe, why is your phone off?

11:45pm Babe, there are guys following me. I’m scared. Where are you? :’(

12:00am Happy Anniversary Babe, I love you. I wanted to greet you personally, but I think I won’t see you tonight. Good night babe, I hope you’re not drunk when you get home.

(This was originally in Filipino, but I translated it for you guys.) I felt sad, reading this. Guys, you’ll never know when you’ll lose the people you love. Show them everyday how much you love them because you’ll never know when you can’t, anymore.

2010-10-09T18:27:00.000-07:00

Heyy good Morning!!! Today going to job haunting with zul my sis and my cousin.. Amar message me and say do you wanna work at hotel?? But got his friend laa i don't want. Eeee scary.. Hahaha. So later around 11 going off then meet Zul at khatib then off to Rina house cos he want to take his contact lens from Rina. Yeah.. I really hope i get a job.. Cos i want money $_$ for shopping and gonna buy birthday present to my adorable, horrible, stubborn, cutie sis. Hehehe. Yeah. This year you are turning 13 only hahaha... So I really hope i get a job.... ya allah please guide me.. Amin!!.Time checked 9.33am soo gonna bath now chow~ ~

2010-10-08T04:10:00.000-07:00

Yeah N level is Officially over woohoo..... Thank god.... Today paper was average but easier then paper 1 hahaha yeah. Science no hope siaaa damn laaa.. But i really hope i pass laa Argh... 17 December faster come i can't wait!! Seriously.. Yeah... Yeah tmrw can meet Rezz and enjoy.. carlsberg one ok as per normal hahaa.. yeah.. My carlsberg is coke yeah hahaa.. and i gonna tell about my love story to him hahaa.. So just now after school we slack at swing with my bestie juwairiahhh, miraa and zuull. Yeah!! So firstly we went to 7 eleven to bought some ti bits then off to swing. I really can't believe tt i've already completed my secondary school life. Next gonna be ITE life. I just gonna wish to all my classmate tt hope tt they gonna get good result for their N and hope they go to their dream course and 10 years down the road hope to see you guys becoming a successful person. I really hope soo.. Amin.♥ So bye nothing to update..

2010-10-05T20:36:00.000-07:00

Hey, good morning people on earth!!! Errmm soo yesterday i had my Science paper one and two and it was average+ HARD and it's equal to Super hard. And what i've learn all didn't came out. F*** laa.. And i did alot of care less mistake. Seriously!!!! I really want to retake but i can't damn!!! But i really hope i pass. Just pass also can laa don't need to pass flying color like *BOOMZ*.. I really really don't want my cert have smiling face on it. So i've to focus on my next paper and it name is MATHEMATICS and cpa. So yeah i really have focus now. Ernie focus Ernie. So today my tuition teacher is coming and i gonna ask her to mark my science paper tt i took yesterday. I've already prepared, for her to nag at me. Seriously. Paper one i get 20 out of 40 i happy already. At least i pass seyy. Rather then i get U. For Cpa errm not as important as math actually. So yeah. Tomorrow Haidhar is taking same paper as me CPA and math paper woohoo!!! Same Same :) CHOW!!!!

WTF!! I saw this i laugh like hell siaa... She soo feeling with this song seriously.... God bless you.. :)

2010-10-01T02:32:00.000-07:00

Hey hey. So today i search about Red House at the web and i found this. Yeah. I soo excited!!! It is call the 'Red House' at pasir ris near downtown east, where the bus 354 u-turn, there is a small road leading into the bungalows. Most of the Ah bengs and lians like to go there when having a chalet. i not quite sure where is it but my friends went there before and is really eerie......
Well i only know about red house because it is around the East area. Well i got some friends went it there before, they say there were whole lotsa mirrors and so on. i even got some friends got into trouble end up burning incense paper outside the house and police came, the police did nothing but only told them to leave as soon as they finish their business. My friend also said that there were two 'Qi Ling' the chinese lions guarding outside the house, my friend will always feed the two lion by placing sweets on there mouth before going in. (SPI: There is a rumor saying, after midnight the stone lions will turn their heads and stare at you when you pass by!) Anybody knows the story behind Red house? Who were it's previous occupants? And how it became haunted? Someone told me if u peer thru' one of the broken windows of the living room, u will see an old rocking chair with a doll on it. It is said that if u try to remove the doll from the chair, it will let out a sharp cry.

Another story is about the 2 stone lion. Some other people said that the head of the lion will turn according to the time of the day. Cool way to tell the time eh!

The last story happened on one of my friend, he and a few friends decided to visit this Red House. But when they reach the main gate, the one with the 2 stone lion lor. One of the girls suddenly freaked out and suggested they turn around and walk back to the chalet. It was later that the girl told them she had seen a floating head following them. Heard of the Rocking chair one too and also that the Lion's eyes would red in the night....

I went there many times and once, my friend encountered something...

during that time, we went in a group and entered the house... Didn't see the above-mentioned rocking chair, but my fren was looking at our own shadows on the ground, and he counted one extra shadow, which was in a funny pose with both arms up... he kept quiet all the way back to our chalet before telling us...

I heard that the mansion used to belong to the founder of CK Tangs... anyone can confirm his?

This is a true story of mine. Went to Red House this year with a few of my friends including a girl and although Red house was locked but if you looked carefully besides the lion statues, you may find a broken fence which you may enter. The time we went is around 1am and with me in the lead of course, I'm not scared of any ghosts cos I even went inside the cemetery in Upper Serangoon Road before with three of my friends and whenever my friends want me to enter a deserted house, they would ask me to be in the lead first. When we reached inside the house, there was not a even a single soul but on that particular night, there was a strong fragrant smell and I do not know where that particular fragrant come from but I'm sure on that particular night, nobody besides me put on that fragrance smell and after exploring the whole house, we left and came another group who went inside the house and after that nobody knows what happened after that.

My friends and i went to this red house In March and we found some offerings just in front of the gate. The strange part is that the offerings consist of a bottle of chicken, perfume, 5 set of cosmetics, 5pcs of combs, 5 cups..etc...etc. Normal. when we want to pray the "Good brothers"., we would just buy some chicken, fish, incense, fruits...... But it seems that someone/somebody knows that something is very wrong with house. He/she even knows the exact number of people/Ghost and whether they are male or female.

2010-09-28T19:27:00.000-07:00

♥ hehehe :)

Mariah carey with her fans :)

The super irritating cousin but i love him :)

Lorraine tie scorpion at my cousin hair nice. :) She love it alot.

The another one irritating cousin.

Amar

I love them <3>

Errm soo yesterday was fun. Yeah. So yesterday woke up at 6 to help my mom cooked. Bla bla bla then at 8 am both of my aunty came to my house to help my mum and i cooked so we help each other then around 10 i bath dress up i bath i took nearly 1hr hahaha. around 12.30 my mom boss + her friend came. Heheh. They say my mom and i look alike hehe. yeah. Around 2.50 joey and shuxian came. They ate the kueh and they say it taste Delicious hehe yeah. Then i called juwairiah asking her where she is now then she say she's on the way in the car so i waited her. around 10 to 15 minute she came finally. Yeah. Then followed by Rina and Xavier. And the last person to came is Zul. Jazlan didn't attend maybe because he have something on so yeah. nvm. So after they finished eating we went outside the corridor and paparazzi. Yeah fun siaa. Then suddenly my cousin bro and his friend came. He spoil my reputation siaa. He smoke in front of my friend stupid guy Argh!! So yeah errm his friend handsome siaa i'm melting Woohoo. Yesterday i can't sleep because of him. So he quiet good lala, better then my class malay boys. I say like that cos tt time i want to take rubber band and a comb for Lorraine cos Lorraine is doing my cousin hair scorpion. So i went inside the room then my cousin called i fat then i called him skeleton then his friend say to amar eh u soo bad laa called people fat haha yeah. I and my cousin always fight but play play only. So around 6+ my auntie and uncle came. Bla bla bla. My open house ended at 11+. Yeah damn tired siaa. I didn't go to school cos i'm tired. Yesterday sleep at 12+..... Oh yaa my mum say tt my cousin friend is going to my family chalet at aloha loyang pasir ris yeah . Shahrul, hakim planing to go to red house it's a haunted house. I really really really excited for it. I love to explore. HOHOHO. Ermm soo bye. :)

Click to enlarge it.
I like the old version. :(

2010-09-26T23:24:00.000-07:00

So i'm back for blogging. Today woke up at 7. Supposedly i've to wake up at 6 but errm as usual i over slept.. So just now went to Geylang market to buy all the important stuff. Then chow to SHENG SIONG hahaa. yeah. Then off to mac and bought myself a hotcake with sausage. Yummy. After eating, then help my mom cooked Mee bandung , cereal prawn and fried chicken. Around 12.45 my mom friend came to my house. And my mum friend+ my mom talking all nonsense thing then they say they want me to married to their son. OMgee. NOOO.. I'm too young MOM. And he's 24. Holy shit siaa. I don't even have my N level cert u all wanna talk about married. Then just now while i washing the dish my mum friend talk to me she say wah my future daughter in law soo hardworking. Hahaha.. Paiseyy siaa. I just feel myself in hell. SO yeah now i going off gonna eat. I'm hungry!! HOHOHO.. Yeah!! Errm look at this Video damn funny + cute.Hahahaa. :0

2010-09-24T02:48:00.000-07:00

Hey just came back home from gym with zul,my sis and myself.. RIna never go i think maybe she got something on.Errm yeah. Woohoo. So, after gym we went to mac. hahaha. Lame rite exercise already then eat junk food. :) Ok while we eating there's a group of girl making soo much noise. One of the girl laugh like horse. OMG. Then the girl say zul fat. Irritating siaa. Then they looking at us. Then zul say to my sis if she look make a fierce face hahaa LOLs. Zul really pissed of with them. yeah. And just now raining. We play with the rain yeah fun you know. It have been such a long time since i play with the rain. Yeah. Nothing to say anymore. So bye!! :)

2010-09-23T22:24:00.000-07:00

Good Afternoon. Just woke up few minutes ago. Ok and today i didn't go to school. Yeah. Errm so today i've a weird dream. I went to sheesha with Ziq + my cousin. Sheesha is somehow like smoking but have a flavor yeah. Hahaa. In my dream i didn't know how to sheeshaing cos i never smoke what, then ziq teach me. He say breath in then breath out. And i was =.=". I'm wondering why suddenly he came into my dream. Hahhaa. Funny dream siaa. oooh maybe cos yesterday i saw her sis? Hmm. Ok whatever. Sooo chow~~

2010-09-20T09:27:00.000-07:00

Time checked 12.28 am. Just now i chat with Amar as per normal then suddenly he say bad word to me. And i was like huh what i do. I guess his gf log in to his profile and chat with me. Oh gosh. Cos Amar never talk to me that way before. So rough.

Ok whatever today went to my cousin house for hari raya. And just now they disturb juwairiah hahaa. Sorry juwairiah. Hehehe. :) So today was the funniest day ever.!! Oh ya and they disturb me with his name and i was like pissed of abit. Cos i've no feeling towards him anymore. 1% also don't have. I'm not in the having-boyfriend mood for now.WHERE GOT TIME. no rush. take it slow. haha. yeah thats all. hahaha. Woohoo. Gonna sleep now bye ... :) Good night world.!!

2010-09-18T20:36:00.000-07:00

Cause you're AMAZING, just the way you are ☺

Good morning. Time checked 3.01a.m. I don't know why i can't sleep. My eye doesn't feel sleepy. Ermm i wonder why. Ok whatever. Currently listening to Just the way you are by Bruno mars. I love his voice, damn Fukcing nice yeah. So, i saw this acoustic version of this song at youtube i just feel this is better then the original. YEah :)

2010-09-16T00:51:00.000-07:00

My heart and soul are meant for a deserving man and not for any games.

Don't Cry Over Someone That Won't Cry Over You. Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same. Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend. I just felt soo tired of this feeling. I just think tt all the boys in this world are BUSTED. You know why? Cos they proof tt to me. Why when i love tt guy from the bottom of my heart he won't do the same thing and he don't appreciate my love. If from the start you don't like me say laa. Fcuk siaa you!!! Don't need to pretend you Fcuker. It's better you tell me the truth rather then i found out myself rite. Pathetic guy!! I thought you are different from others guy but you proof me wrong. Don't judge a book by it's cover. Seriously. I just think tt single is better. More freedom. Oh ya and you are such a flirter. One word for you BUSTED!!!!!

I just think tt my cousin, Rezz, Ziq are the best. Cos you guys always cheer me up without fail. But Rezz and my cousin are the best. I'm lucky to have you guys in my life. Love you guys!!! I'm blind in love. I agreed with tt. Why am i stupid, fall for tt type of guy. Zul got say to me tt doesn't mean a guy outside look innocent it mean they good. But actually a guy who look bad on the outside are the one who are nice. I think and i totally agreed with tt. I say like tt cos Amar,Rezz and ziq their appearance look like typical malay but once i talk to them they talk to me very nicely. Actually they just act bad on the outside but actually they are not in the inside. Seriously i'm not lying. tt's why i say don't judge a book by it's cover doesn't mean the cover of the book look attractive the story inside gonna be nice .The book the cover doesn't look attractive uh they are nice to read. :)

2010-09-14T21:23:00.000-07:00

Mengapa lelaki di dunia ini semua sama. Tak ade yg baik. Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang itu, kalau seseorang itu tidak mengubah nasibnya sendiri. Kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari, didatangkan petir & kilat..kite tertanye-tanye kemana hilangnye matahari..rupe-rupenye Allah memberi kite pelangi.. Jadilah seorang wanita dalam bekas kaca yang sukar disentuh, hanya orang yang mampu sahaja boleh memilikinya. Kata kata ini sangat laa indah. Hmm. I like. hehehe. Today woke up at 10.30.I'm bored so now i gonna watch Syurga Cinta it mean heaven love. I love this story, cos it's romantic hehehe. The moral of the story is about the love between two people with different ideologies, a Muslim boy named Irham (Awal Ashaari) who lives a very modern, Western lifestyle, and a Muslim girl named Syuhadah (Heliza) who faithfully follows the teachings of Islam in our modern society. When their two worlds collide, they face issues and confrontations that both of them have yet to learn and understand from each other. Bye... Cherry cherry boom boom.~~~ gagagaagaga..

2010-09-12T01:59:00.000-07:00

Hey hey i'm back for blogging. So 10 sept went to my granpa house. I ate satay goreng tt my cousin made and the taste was delicious. Love it. So 1st day go about 10 house plus tt broken leg house hahaa. Damn tired siaa. But fun. Meet all my crazy cousin. They make my day. Love you guys. Second day went about 10 house including my house. I fried for them fried chicken and my mom cooked for them mee bandung. While I'm fried the chicken mimi came to me and say "eh ernie who get you arrh very lucky you know u know how to cook know how to take picture. And i was like =.=". LOL. I say to him girl out there, they are much much more better then me. Then he keep quiet. Then uncle salleh say to me you import from which country huh your cooking delicious laa.. I say from Thailand then he laugh and say to me sawadhika. LOL. Funny laa. Hehee. And past two years i was lost i went to 8th story instead of 3th story to go to fauzi granma house then they make fun of me. Humph. But it's ok. I know you guys are joking. Especially Fauzi, mim, fahmi and shahrul. Yesterday celebrate all September babies. Fun fun. Aunty IMah gave me heart shape bracelet for my b'dea present and shahrul say i'm the one choose my mom are the want who pay. And i was like ahahahaa.. and mummy gave my anklet bracelets Thanks mum love you. :) So yeah today i never go out cos my body are aching. Next week Sunday gonna meet all my crazy cousin again. Woohoo. Can't wait.

2010-09-09T01:36:00.001-07:00

Today damn tired. Just came back from geylang. Accompany my mum to buy her scarf. Yeah. Tomorrow is the day i'm waiting for. Yeah. Tomorrow confirm all my crazy cousin will come to my house. Yeah. Can't wait can't wait. Hehe. Tomorrow gonna go to my grandpa house (father side). He's the only grandparent i have now. My mother side both of them are gone. Granpa Basri I really miss you. you are the best granpa in the world. You left me 5 years already. And you are the one who teaches me how to eat prata, thosai and you always treat me Nasi ayam when i just finished my religious class. That's why my body is big hhaahaa. and you are the one who sent me to religious class when both of my parent's are working. Thank you pa. I MISS YOU. But whatever it is may you rest in peace in other world amin.

To all muslim Selamat Hari Raya!!! :)

2010-09-07T00:15:00.000-07:00

Now chatting with one guy. He is soo damn irritating. Firstly he say LOL to me and i don't even say hi or hello to him. Then suddenly he type all nonsense thing. And now he asked for web cam. Argh!! You wanna flirt go to other girl not me cos i'm not interested. Hell ya. Hate this type of guy.!! Whatever laa just forget it.. So today Mt Lc was average. Can't believe Zul answer is the same as me. Yeah. No worry. Ok before the N start the radio was playing raya song wow nice sehh i can't wait for the day to come. Woohoo. Then the radio played Jia ho and Love 4-2 guys was dancing haha funny siaa. Never grow up. But they cute laa hahaa. But they sometime very super damn irritating make soo much noise in the MT class. Like market,no worse then market i guess. :)

Ok yesterday English LC was complicated and hard. No hope laa. Even though my cousin also say no hope haaahaa. High five bro. Ermm but i've to work hard on my Paper 1 and 2. And i've to memorize all the idioms. Argh!!! I just don't feel like i'm taking N level this year. Seriously. Ok laa i've to go. Byeee!! :)

2010-09-03T00:23:00.000-07:00

Aww, Soo sweet right. Hmm i wonder is there any guy in this world are like this. If yes the girl who had him must be lucky. :P

Ok today i'm mad with Zul and Juwairiah cos they told ______ that got one girl like you. And the girl is me. Damn! Ok then this juwairiah go and message him that did you mind if your admire is bigger then you, will you accept, and he say i mind. Damn bullshit laa you juwairiah. Hate you!!! And this is all zull fault he encourage juwairiah to message him. And i don't realize tt she is messaging him. Until zul told me then i realize. Damn.. And after that zul say to juwairiah eh tell the truth laa and i was like huh and in my mind have already thinking tt confirm she is messaging him. Before tt I asked juwairiah who you message, she say her cousin. I asked her cos i see her keep messaging someone. And her reaction are weird. you are a actor siaa. Pftt. Argh!!!!!!! I told you already what juwairiah i'm not ready. But you refused and you just message him without telling me a single word. Argh!!! I'm soo pissed off today. Juwairiah i know you're helping me thanks a lot, but the thing is i'm not ready to face him and it's too early. you've just known him like 2 to 3 days. And i don't want him to think tt you are taking advantage of him. Which is just to get his info. I'm soo disappointed with you.!! And I'm not going to care about him anymore i just gonna concentrate on my N. Bye laaaaa. Argh!!!

2010-08-31T21:15:00.000-07:00

Good afternoon!! Just woke up from sleep. Time checked 12.04. Yeah. Hahaa. Today i had such a WEIRD dream. It's between me and Iszy but juwairiah are in my dream too laa. Ok firstly i dream tt me and juwairiah went to one of the stadium to watch something maybe running i guess. Ok then juwariah accidentally turn her head and saw Iszy and she told me so i turn, and in my dream i've smile at him weird right?. And do you know what he smile back at me and suddenly he approach us and he said to juwairah are you the one who chatting with me. Then juwairiah look at me , we both blurr. =.= Ok after tt i don't know why suddenly Iszy is at my house. He helping my mom and me cooking asam pedas. Lame siaaa. Is this a clue from god. Damn!! K gonna bath now hee ;P

2010-08-31T01:17:00.001-07:00

Today teacher's day was fun but yet boring cos the performance was bored. The fun part was when i saw someone. Yeah.!! Ok. On my way to the void deck with juwairiah and zul after school there's a group of boys whistling at us i think around 8 to 10 people. Damn. I was like huh? LOL. But i know them laa they are Iszy,Hazzy, Haffy and mushroom head haha. I don't know why they whistle. I turn my head only i saw mushroom head smiling. Damn. Confused siaaa.. Ok laa. I'm off to sleep i super damn tired!!!! yeah!!! Today was the happiest day in my life!!! Thank you god for fulfill my wish. Now all the wish has come true soo now i gonna concentrate on my N. Hazzy your hair i wanna laugh. LOLS. I just wanna say tt your hair become from bad to worst. Sorry.!! But that is the fact. :)

Will update soon.♥

2010-08-27T23:53:00.000-07:00

My Tumblr http://erniebarneyy.tumblr.com/

My tumblr gonna be more picture then word. So yeah.!! Actually i've created it quite long time ago. I think in the month of May. I've created it but never active clever rite me and now i gonna reactive it back. Bye. Will update soon. *wink*

2010-08-25T02:58:00.001-07:00

Look at my picture above. I'm super damn mad with him rite now.!!!!

I don't know what should i do rite now. I'm confused. Why you did this to me.? And i can't believe you are such a flirt guy. And all guy in this world all the same. BUSTED!!! I thought you are such a good guy but you proof me wrong. Don't judge a book by it's cover. outside look like an angel but inside devil uh. I think you say this word to all the girl tt you like or admire. And now you asking stead from my friend. Bullshit laa you. And i know that my friend is not cheap. And i know tt she won't accept you. Stupid guy. I hate you!!! My feeling for you are fading. 3 word for you Go and die laaaaaaa!! I hate you!!!! Go away from my life!!

I wanna drink!!!! Please.!!!! My heart are totally broken. I'm soo disappointed with you. Seriously. If you wanna stead or flirt go to other girl uh but not my friend. you dumb. I regret for falling for you. Maye god gave me a clue, tt he is not good for me and maybe i can find a better guy then him.!!!!!!!
gonna off. Bye will update soon.♥

2010-08-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

Today get back both science and English paper. English 65 and science___ secret. But i passed my science but i don't satisfied with it, so i don't show my science marks here. oh yaa and CPA paper. Heck care laa about my CPA. Maybe tomorrow i gonna get my Math, Mt paper. Hopefully i passed.

Ok today after school slack at class. After that i get bored. Den suddenly Muhammad Rizal message me and asked me to called him. So i called. And he only say this word I miss you. And i was like WTH you just called me just to say that. Waste my time mann!! ok. Then went back home. Cos i get bored, tired and sleepy. Sooo i'm off. Juwairiah, Zul,myra, rina and lorraine stayed at class. Soo yah. Errm nothing else to say soo bye!!
Will update soon.♥

2010-08-20T01:19:00.000-07:00

I love my blog song. This song is dedicated to someone that i love him more then i love myself. The meaning of this song are awesome I ♥ it. Wherever you go, whatever you do, I will be right here waiting for you Iszy. ♥ I'm in love mood right now.

Ok today is the most embarrassed day in my life, cos that time while I'm doing my science paper i don't realize that the paper timing gonna end and this is what happened i've no time to shade my oas. and it's my fault also laa i didn't looked at the watch cos i busying doing my science den suddenly that stupid teacher shout science student put your pen down and i was like huh. =.= shocked laa obviously. Damn. He don't even say science student you left with how many minutes left, like others teachers do. Stupid siaa... then that attention seeker laugh at me. Laugh laa until your stomach burst. Like you never do mistake before only. And nobody is perfect. Argh. Lucky got Juwairiah ,Zul, Hanna and my sis. They cheer me up. Thanks guys. And just now hanna hug me i feel like wow. LOL.

Today i gonna drink. Gonna drinks ice lemon tea and coke. Mixed together. Whenever i'm stress i gonna drink water that i don't like. Such as ice lemon tea. I only like to drink fresh ice lemon tea not in the bottle one. Cos i don't like the smell. Seriously I'm stress thinking about my science. Argh i cannot tahan already. If i'm not fasting i gonna drink now. Time checked 4.35. Another 3 hr++ before break fasting.

Currently watching drama Nur kasih. I love Adam. The picture on my previous post. He's hot. yeah.!! And he know how to cook argh I'm melting right now. LOL. :)

Relationship status

❒ Taken ✔Single but my heart are taken
ok laa bye!!
Will update soon.♥

2010-08-19T02:49:00.000-07:00

Today was fun went to gym and saw someone. :) Hahaa. I'm soo happy.Then zul called him dinosaur and zul called me barney and i say barney is a dinosaur then i tell him tt we're couple. Haha. :)

Ok today math paper ok laa can do but the paper a bit hard. Maybe i will pass but I've no confident of passing. Damn. But i've tried my best.!! Tomorrow science. Argh need to learn the formula. I damn stress math got formula science also got. But i love science cos i learn a lot of thing. :)
Later got tuition after break fast. Arhg lazy laa... *yawn*
Will update soon ♥

2010-08-18T00:39:00.000-07:00

I love you♥!!!!

Today math paper 1 was average. Tomorrow paper 2 damn!! I hate paper 2 the most.! seriously! Then today i get back my class test paper i failed. Damn. And 8 people only pass. Wow my class was amazing wasn't it. I think i failed because that time while i'm doing my test Zul and Elmira asking me about F language and i really cannot concentrate doing my test that time. Hahaa. It's ok class test only. Hopefully my prelim i didn't get a bad mark. If not my heart broke. Friday science damn uh.
Will update soon♥

2010-08-16T00:00:00.000-07:00

Watch this!! Watch this!! It's Justin Bieber!! One of my FAVORITE idol...!!!! Blah!! Small kiddos. Wanna act big. Gosh not interested. I don't understand why some of the girl like / love him soo much. And some say that he's hot. OMG!! They must be blind. But some of his song i do listen it but not my favorite. :)

2010-08-14T20:22:00.000-07:00

I've waiting for you almost one year. Wherever you go whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you. Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you no matter what happen. Seriously I've tried a million time to forget you but i can't. Yesterday after i finished doing my English prelim there's about 35 minutes left until the time ends then started to get bored then i started to drew your name at my hand. I don't realize that Juwairiah saw it haha. And she said to me that I'm crazy. Pftt. Seriously this is my first time fall for guy for almost one year.

Oh ya yesterday Zul say he saw Haffy at Yishun MRT. And he message me at 10.59pm. one minute more to 11.00pm. Then he message me why i always saw him uh? I guess whoever i tell about the 3 ducks to them they will also get the fate to see them. Maybe. Hahaha.

you meant more to me then anyone i ever loved at all babe. :)
Will update soon.

2010-08-13T03:00:00.000-07:00

Today English prelim was average. Hopefully i passed. Oh ya i just changed my blogskin. I love it soo much♥. I just get bored of seeing my last blogskin. So i decided to change to this. :) I have to go. Gonna cook for breakfast. Bye .Will update soon.♥

2010-08-11T06:07:00.001-07:00

I love this

My Indonesian cousin. :)

Hey it have been such a long time since i blogged. I've been busy nowadays outing with Rezz, family and outing with my cousin .Haha. And ya this Friday is my prelim already shit.. Ok let me elaborate more.

Warning: This post will be more picture not words.!!

Last Saturday went to Sakunthala's restaurant with mom sis and my Auntie. After that we went to Harbourfront went to Vivo walk here walk there then off to sentosa. Went to Hershey stall the chocolate was super damn nice. And the sales girl keep saying WELCOME TO HERSHEY Haha. And the sales girl tot that i'm a Indonesian girl hahaa. But it's ok i'm really mix with Indonesian+ malay. As my granpa is Indonesian Chinese. :)

Ok and last Sunday there's a gathering at my cousin house and we celebrate all the August babies. The cake was Delicious. Yummy. :) Ok we played guitar, play station and all the nonsense game. And on that day there's a match between Manchester and Chelsea and most of my cousin last time was chelsea supporter but now is man u laa seyy.. haha. They say Chelsea sux uh. Haha. yeah it's true Chelsea SUX. :) Hahaa. I support Man u all the way!! Will update soon. :D

2010-08-09T23:09:00.000-07:00

Will update again when i'm free.. Oh ya wanna say happy 45th Birthday Singapore!!!! :)

2010-08-05T02:16:00.001-07:00

Eee saw this at my tagged account. My face look soo damn childish. The way i edit the picture also childish. God.!!! Now i just realize that i've change alot. :)

Each and everyday my love for you are increasing. I miss you Iszy. I love you Iszy. you are my guardian angel.♥

2010-08-03T01:30:00.000-07:00

Didn't go to school again, I'm sick i have a flu and fever. Stupid nose. I hate my nose.!! I've been sneezing non-stop since yesterday. :( I think i feel so much better now. Yesterday my temperature was 37.8 even though not that high but my body feel so damn cold it feel like there's a bucket of ice pour over me. Seriously. oh ya i Can't wait for this Friday. It's my bestie birthday. you're turning 17. Eee old seyy you. :) haha :)

The biggest mistake i've done is to fall for you. cos even though i've tried a million time to forget you but i can't.

2010-07-28T04:19:00.000-07:00

Today went to take my Oral at _____ secondary school. The oral was average laa but i've no confident of passing. Blahh. Oh ya by the time i step in to that school it reminds me of my secondary one life. The school is exactly like my school old campus. Damn the hall freaking small siaa. I think my school hall is bigger. Haahaa. But who care. LMAO.

Currently listening to Zombie by Cranberries the song was awesome larh seyy. Hahaa. Even though that song came out in the year 1994 the year that i was born but i still love to listen to that song. And i love that singer voice. Even though the music are old i don't care, music are everything to me and i don't care weather it is latest song or oldies song and music are my boyfriend because whenever I'm bored my boyfriend will entertain me. LOL. haha lame. But that is a fact ;)
Will update soon♥

2010-07-26T02:41:00.000-07:00

Faber Drive I love them!!
I love the guy who wearing the shade's.♥

Hey!! Missing blogging my blog. Ermm actually there's not much thing to update. Oh ya last Saturday my dad said to me that Mamat say to him that he want me to be his gf and he love me. My dad just smile at him and walked away. Phew from that day onwards my dad always disturb me with his name Pftt. Argh!!Oh myyyy nooo i love Iszy. And my heart have been stolen by him hahaa. Whatever uh boy. Ok tomorrow hopefully i meet Iszy. Missing him badly. :(

Wednesday gonna be my Mother tongue N level oral WTH. I'm not prepare. As my mother tongue language not that powerful easy to say 50/50 laa not that fluent. Hee ;P At home i talk in malay but then i speak Indonesian language more then malay. Yeah. Malay 40% Indonesian 60%.

Just now went to Haffy facebook. His friend was super damn Lame and funny. Comment all nonsense thing until make my stomach cramp. Hahaa you are lucky Haffy to get such a funny friend. hahaa but on the another hand you are gay haha joking ;) God bless me for my mother tongue oral.
you are one in a million Iszy.♥
Will update soon..

2010-07-21T03:07:00.000-07:00

Today school was super fun... ;) Finished school as usual 12.50 then off to canteen to bought some food then off to playground blk 809. Chill around i guess more then 1 hr or more then 2hr i guess. Took a video some how like a magic show. Juwairiah become the magician and she will change myself into a bottle and zul become the camera men hahaa. But actually is a camera trick hehee. I guess juwairiah will upload the video and the picture to the facebook tonight. Juwairiah i begged you please upload it... I reached home 4.45. Oh ya just now saw Tisha and his boyfriend. And her boyfriend is his friend, and she is my friend. Hahaa. Funny siaa.. OK now i'm tired gonna take a nap.

You've make me fall for you and now you left me. Why?? Hmm.
♠Will update soon♠

2010-07-19T00:50:00.000-07:00

My favorite cartoon Spongebob. But actually i love care bear more. :)

This picture was taken yesterday. I'm bored, so it's time to Camwhoring myself hahaa. :) I've to use my lappy camera instead of my digital camera because my camera was spoil. :( So today was the happiest day in my life because Ms Phua didn't come. Yay. So there's a relief teacher relief our class. She show us a movie called parent trap. I've seen that movie before but then i have forgetten the story about. But i can remember a bit only. So today zul say to me that our school is hunted woohoo. Then he say that before our school was built the place was Japanese graveyard. Wth i was shocked when he say that to me. Hahaa. ^_^. Then just now that attention seeker hurt me and zul feeling he say all hurting word. And that mr bean boy also. I've judge you wrong i thought that you are a nice guy but actually you are not. Stupid. You think you soo perfect izit. haiyoo you are not. Then that attention seeker say to zul when ghost see you that ghost will run. Soo bad of you. and zul actually want to cry but he control himself. Who didn't hurt when someone say bad thing to you or hurt your feeling? Btw i think the ghost see your face the ghost are the one gonna run because your face there's a lot of pimple more then my siaa. Bullshitos.!!! You such a pathetic guy. Then that attention seeker go and scold Juwairiah because juwairiah say to him that so bad of you the he say to juwairiah eh you indian shut up. WTH siaa. Racist siaa. I really really mad with him today. Argh.

Will update soon♥

2010-07-18T20:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was such a nice day to fall sleep as the weather was lovely and suddenly i had a weird dream. I dream that Iszy, Haffy and Hazelnut say to me "Ernie, good luck for your "N" level." Wth. haha why suddenly they came in my dream hahaa.. wow that's great :) . I love today weather. Cold and cozy. :) Currently listening Nothing Else I Can Say (Eh, Eh) by Lady GaGa.cherry cherry boom boom. I love all her song. I really thinks that she's truly original so yah i'm a big fan of her.. :)Ok now i'm bored. Later going out with my family. Woohoo. My mind are now blank i don't know what to post. Ermm. So i guess i will stop typing and i will update soon♥

2010-07-15T01:57:00.000-07:00

I've listen to this song and watched the movie when i was in primary school, but then i've listen to this song again and i fall in love with this song. I love a guy who wear a Punjabi suit. It look's great. Wow and i love the dance. It's nice. And the quality of this video was awesome. Yeah.

2010-07-14T02:41:00.000-07:00

Just reached home. Before i on my lappy i went to take a bath first. So don't ever think i haven't taken my bath. Ok so today finished school as per normal. Then went to canteen to have our lunch then off to Playground at Khatib. So we Play catching run here run there and shout like whatever!! Now my throat have already feel the pain. After blogging i gonna go to the 7-elven to buy strepsils. The last time i play catching when i was in Primary 6 or Primary 5 errrm i can't remember ermm whatever uh. Take picture here and there. Then Gwen, Lorraine and Xavier when back home first as the time is too early for us to when back home, if i went back home also i will be bored as my sis when to swimming lesson. So around 2.50 off to the void deck and chilled around as the weather today was freaking hot. I feel like i'm in the dessert. Then suddenly Xavier message me and asked me to upload the photo when i reach home Haha. Ok then around 3.40 off from the void deck and when to Shop and save as Zul mother asked him buy for her chili. So we accompany Zul while Zul picking up his chili Juwairiah and me went to other side and bought orange juice. After that three of us went back home. :) I really felt super tired today. Gonna go to buy my strepsils first so bye!!

Will update soon♥

2010-07-13T22:47:00.000-07:00

Ya Allah please give a clue. Should i forget them or shouldn't. I'm confused. I've tried to forget them but the result is i can't. The memory are the reason i can't forget them. Ya Allah should i suicide myself and have a brain damage so that i could forget about them. But heck no laa i won't do stupid thing like that. Three of them are such a great guy, so how am i going to forget such a great guy like them. But i really don't want to forget them. They are my role model. I've never met such a wonderful malay guy like them. Swear to god. Now days malay guy are like whatever. I really don't know what to say. Even though I'm malay i really not interested with their attitude. Yesterday was the second time i lied to them. hahaa I'm sorry. But i didn't mean to do that. :(

Dear love,
You guys are great. Even though you all have gone to different school you guys still contact each other. Aww!! Haffy you are such a great guy but then sometime your face looked arrogant that makes you look bad. Iszy you are such a caring person. I really don't know how to expressed myself towards you. Because of your caringness you've make me fall for you. As for Hazelnut, you are always in your own world. I really don't know what to say. Haha. :)
Will update soon♥

2010-07-12T23:28:00.000-07:00

Mummy just called me, and told me that my cousin are coming to my house in the evening. Wth. Supposedly today i've to go to the night class for my science but then mummy say don't need to go for the night class. Just now Zul had just called me and say where are you and i say i at home. And he's sound like Huh. And i told him that i'm not coming to the night class. And he say ok. Lucky he never scold me or force me to go. Hahaha. Lucky. =.=

Currently eating prawn curry. Yummy. Even though i alergic to prawn but i still eat, Stubborn girl hahaa. Why must i alregic to prawn but not fish? Haiyoo. Pftt. Today is such a windy day. Today on the way back home. The wind was super strong until my skirt went up a bit. Damn it. !!
Oh ya Last Friday& Saturday met Rezz and Haziq, I asked my sis followed because i felt weird there's two boys and I'm the only girl. And i really felt uncomfortable with that. so i bring my sis along. We all talk about world cup all the way. My sis and i support for Holland and both of that stupid freaking boy go and support Spain. Then Rezz say to me i hate you. Then i say Hate me all you can cos I don't even care!! Hahahaa. Then he look at me and make a horrible sad face hahaa. Like monster. =.= Gonna wash my plate now so bye♥

The biggest mistake i've done is to fall for you. Why you have to appear in my life? And you know what, now it hard for me to forget you. Whenever i want to forget you the more i think about you. God why you must let me know him and his friend. WHY?? Please give me a clue so that i can forget the memory+ him and his friend. It's hard for me to forget them is because whenever I'm sad you guys will always make me smile. Without you all talking to me a single word i see you guys i will confirm smile broadly ;) Goodbye memory of 2009. I really have to move on.
Will update soon!!♥

2010-07-09T22:27:00.000-07:00

Haha LOL ;D

Ku takkan lepaskan kamu oh cinta♥ !!

Yeah just now saw Haffy at Khatib. I was super shock and happy when i saw him. I really have to call him boy in black. His appearance from head to toe all black. hahaa. But only his earpiece and bag are not black. Earpiece white bag brown. :) LOL. I guess he really love black soo much. Haha emoo guy. But i still respect him as my god brother, because he didn't Dye his hair even though he went to poly and he didn't pierce his ears and hopefully he didn't smoke. I hate smoker guy. Btw his hair looks better now. If not his hair really looked like bird nest hair. Haha.

Yeah thank god you've fulfill my wish. Today i feel supeeeeer happy. I guess juwairiah too. Haha. But confirm yess. Today P.E lesson was fun but a bit complicated. Haha. I was super damn blur. Hahaa. We played baseball. The last time i played base ball when i was in primary 6. 4years ago. :) So i've forgotten the rules. But a bit only i can remember.

090710 is the day when we met Haffy.
I wish that we'll meet him again next time. hahaa. But i really wish i could meet Hazelnut and iszy too. Missing them soo much. Tomorrow gonna meet my clumsy Rezz and haziq. Yay.

Spain or Holland? Holland laa Spain go and spin yourself off laa.. Hahaha. Shoo.. :) Just now Mr Subash makes an announcement that he support for Spain and the whole school say Holland. LOL But actually both team are damn strong. Hopefully this Monday Holland win 4-0 Woohoo..

I really love my blog song. The lyrics was awesome.
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight
Will update soon♥

2010-07-08T01:33:00.000-07:00

I'm really bored right now. I really really bored right now. Really Really really bored. Haha Lame. I know that. Without you telling me also i know that I'm lame. Missing Rezz and Haziq. Gonna meet them this saturday. Long time never chill with them. Currently listening to Billionaire. Bruno Mars are really hot. Love his voice :) I want to be a billionaire so Fvcking bad!!

Today got someone asked me whether I'm smoking or not? And i was like huh smoking. In my life i'm not going to drink nor smoking because it is bad for my health. And i'm under age so how am i gonna buy my cigarette? No brain. Haha LOL. Woah i almost update my blog everyday.
Will update soon♥

2010-07-07T02:59:00.000-07:00

Today school was fun.. Today is the best day of 2010. Hahaa. Laugh a lot. Yay. My stomach hurts a lot. Only gods knows. :) Ok so firstly school finished as per normal 12.50. Went to lunch lalala then around 1.50p.m juwairiah went to took her N level oral. So left me zul and gwen. Chit chat, eat bla bla. Waited her like 1 hour then at last i saw chester then followed by juwiairiah and xiao xin. I think her name spelled like this. o.O If wrong sorry hahaa.

Ok then we off to khatib as zul want to do his business there in the toilet. Waited for him like 45 minutes. He arh really very funny wanna do business also take him soo long. While we waited for him suddenly there's a aunt cleaner go and farted * Putteedd* Juwairiah and me laugh. Then the aunt feel soo embarrassed and she's off from our place. LOL. Funny siaa.

After zul doing his business went to one of the playground near khatib. Laugh, chit chat. Then play the playground jump here jump there. People were looking at us but we just ignore them Hahaa. Who care larhh seyy hahaa. Chilled around 1 hour plus. Around5+ off from there. Went to khatib again and bought bubble tea. Thanks juwairiah for treating me and zul. :) Love you. xD

Germany or spain will win tonight.?? Woohoo. Gonna sleep early tonight and gonna wake up at 1.30 a.m Yay!! I gonna support for Germany. Germany all the way babe!!! Germany i want to see you take the world cup this year. !!! Spain go away laa hahaa. School tomorrow? Who care!!!
Will update soon♥

2010-07-06T01:14:00.000-07:00

Oral was super hard.. Damn it.. The conversation i was like huh?? Argh!@#$ Suuuper frustrated. I really really really not satisfied with that. Reading ok uh but the conversation OMG. It's super damn hard. Set at the hall like one hour plus with the tie on. By the time my turn to set for the oral my head started to spin as i wore the tie too long i guess. Ok enough of that i felt so down right now.

Gonna say about someone. Can't believe he work. And can't believe that still contact each other. You guys are my role model. Really. I want to be like them!!
Gonna go to sleep right now. My body aching. Will update soon♥

Just a random post. Saw this at one of the website. I laugh when i saw this. LOL :)

2010-07-05T22:57:00.000-07:00

I thought of you today when I looked up at the sunset in the sky.. Cause when I was still at home that use to be something we loved to see together. I felt you near today when I watched our favorite movie all by myself. And then I smiled today when I saw my favorite picture of us.
I know Im so far away from you, But I know I dont have to search high and low to see you again.

2010-07-01T02:09:00.000-07:00

Today school was fun, fun ,fun.. Today's concert not bad. Average uh. Today mother tongue lesson there's a bird outside the class window. Someone say i looked like that bird. Lmao. But the bird was cute it is yellowish blue in colour. :) Lucky my mother tounge teacher didn't scold me because i didn't do my home work. *I'm a lazy pig* I admit that.

After school went to 7-eleven to bought snacks then sit under the void deck but then we plan to went to bottle tree instead. On our way to bottle tree suddenly the rain fall from the sky. *bush bumb kadabra ting tong*. Juwairiah and me ran like whatever hahaa. Easy to say like mad girl. My hair ,shirt, beg all wet. After we reached there around 15 to 20 minutes the rain started to stop. We ate our snacks chit chat take photo. Chilled around, around 3 hours OH MY GOD.
Will update soon♥

2010-06-30T00:21:00.000-07:00

you will always be part of me. You will always be my baby....
This song is so meaningful to me.. It's one of my favorite song since i was in secondary 2, but until now i still love to listen to the song. :) The lyrics was super great... I prefer David cook version rather then mariah carey, because i felt it sound nicer.
Ku juga mencintai dirimu. Mengapa sukar ku luahkan. Bukan sengaja ku menahan. Bibir membeku lidah terkelu
Currently eating my kerepek pedas. Yummy. Ouh yaa just now went to bought bubble tea with juwairiah. Chilled under the void deck suddenly saw weird face guy. Hilly. Hahaa. It have been such a long time since we saw him. He never changed since last year. Oh gosh. Great. I used to called him uncle and juwairiah called him as her neighbor ( Fake uh). Yeah!! Just now we intent to go bottle tree but then we are using our school uniform so we change our mind. Can't wait for tomorrow. Will update soon♥

2010-06-28T22:55:00.000-07:00

Just a random post about the past, year 2009. When i was in sec 3..

I miss you guys. As you all are not in the same school as me anymore. You all are the best best best guy i ever met. Other guy are like mat rep or whatever lalaa, i truly not interested in that type of guy, i just feel that they are freaking useless. But then you guys are not. I adore you guys so damn much. I miss how they walked because whenever they walk, they looked like floating on the moon. Easy to say like astronaut. :) And they really like a duck. queck queck. One person go toilet everybody go. Hell ya. I love their attitude soo much. Macam cute gitu uh. And i miss how they queuing up to buy food even though the queue was super damn long, because of a piece of chicken they queuing up like hell.. Advice from me; Hazelnut please don't be such a blur guy, you always blur sotong uh benci seyy hahaha. Haffy be a funny guy always. And act cute always hahaa. Love your joke. Iszy be cute always. hahaa.

*Big hug to my 2H1 S*
Juwairiah you know what this mean right. If you know you are cleaver :) . But i know you are cleaver. :)

Today school was fun + bored. Start school only seat at the hall principal gave a speech lalalaa about 30 minute until my leg went cramp. WTH. Lucky vp never tell us her grandmother story if not..!! hahaa. :) This Thursday is youth day can wear home cloths to school yay.!! Next Tuesday "N" level oral start already. Oh my god. Time flies soo fast. Ms chong gave us entry proof. It some how like a proof that you are a student from NBSS. AND i have to wear a tie when i seat for my oral oh my god. Hate it. Tomorrow will be going to MDIS. =.=

I hate guys who have tattoo. I don't know why... :) Please don't asked me why uh Rezz. Bullshittoszz.!! Gong gong laa you. Before you put that tatoo to your skin let me punch you, slap your face, pull your hair and one more thing i don't want to treat you as my boy and a friend anymore. Tak takot ke azab nerake. Pakai uh otak tak banyak siket pon jadi uh. Stupid uh you. And if you've a tattoo you will looked exactly like a monster and i will call you monster. So please i begged you don't put it. :( I know you are a nice guy. But you are stupid. Oh gosh. :) Btw Rezz thanks for the beg you bought it for me. I love you but sometime i hate you because of your stupidness. I'm soo sorry if i called you stupid. As a friend i've to remind you what are good and what are bad thing to do♥ God bless you.

2010-06-26T21:14:00.000-07:00

Rest in peace Michael Jackson, your music lives on in our hearts (Aug 29 1958-Jun 25 2009)

2010-06-24T00:09:00.000-07:00

"Did you know that when people appear in your dreams, it's because that person wants to see you?" saw this quote at one of the website. I believe in this.

Assalamualaikum,
Yesterday plan was canceled. :( Too bad for me, i can't meet my Firdaus. Hahaa. Stay home whole day. Like stupid girl watched tv then play computer. Yesterday play cooking game uh, Barbie game uh and lastly Garfield game. The last time i played this game when i was in primary 6. Woohoo 4 years ago. Long time never play, now i played wahh super fun larh seyy.. Hahaha. I'm not childish, i just played that game just to entertain myself from boredness. so yeah just now chat with Amar. He super damn funny hahaaa. He asked me ' how to catch crocodile ?'. Then i say ' i never try it before so i don't know' :) . Then he replied ' of cause you don't know you always stay at home only how to try. haha'. Then i say ' i stay at home, study' . Then he say ' yah it true. Hahaa '. Then he say he can't wait for the family chalet on december I want to fishing uh. Hahaa. Woohoo i also can't wait 6 more month to go.. "N" level faster go December faster come". Hahaa.

Currently listening to "If i had you" Adam lambert. Love this song. It's fvcking nice. Love you Adam..!! Yay.. You are my number 1 fan. Followed by lady gaga. But i love both of them.. Yeah. How many more days school re open. Yabedabedooo!!

Going to bugis later on. Yeah. Shopping time. Sunday will be going to Jb. Hopefully the plan will go on. Insyaallah. Cross finger.

Will update soon..♥
Wassalam

2010-06-22T02:41:00.000-07:00

I really gonna cut my fringe already, as school reopen just another few more days. My fringe have grown longer and my hair too. But i love my hair. After "N" i want to perm my hair and highlight it light brown. Yeah can't wait. I'm sick of straight hair. So i gonna change my hair style and perm it. Woohoo.

I think i gonna buy new pen, pencil and stuff. As my pencil case is stolen by someone and i don't know who is that. Pft... And my favorite pencil that shahirah gave it to me last two years are gone.!! I'm sorry. I've lost yours pencil. Even though it is a small mechanic pencil but it really meant soo much to me. :(

And i gonna buy lots lots of earring woohoo. Can't wait. =.=

Will update soon bubuy Sweet caramel.!! ^_*

2010-06-21T00:37:00.000-07:00

(Qistina and myself)

Yesterday met my cousin, because we all attend a wedding which my cousin wedding i guess. Hahaa. Chilled around, talk all nonsense thing. Then we all play true or dare. Then it's my turn i say dare then they asked me to go to the bride and beat their buttock, then i say huh ok uh true then they asked me"Do you attached" I say secret. Hahaa. Shahrul is really a dirty minded.. Only god's know hahaa. Then he called me Ernie to journey sesame street. But then i just ignore him hahaa. The Mimi say he went to ate at 18 chef with his friend then he saw orchid park secondary girl smiling at him. Then he say if i know i go to that school. Hahaa. Then he asked me if i graduate which course do you want to go? I say nursing he thought i say dancing hahaa LOL. They really funny. :) We all drank i think more then 10 cups of water or more god. Hahaa i guess we all are really a monster kid. LOL.

2010-06-18T22:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 126 POST..
Hey love

Now days the weather was freaking cold. Can't stand it. Time checked 1.01pm. Today woke up at 12.30pm. Hahaa. As usual slept over midnight. Another 1 more week plus school reopen yay, but the bad news is i can't watched my movie+ drama. Currently listening to Dirty Picture and chatting with Diyanah.

There's a new malay guy staying at my block. He's cute. I guess his age around 19. Because he have a motorbike and there's a triangle logo at his motorbike. It mean he just pass his license. Haha. But i don't know which floor did he stay? O.o I wish i could take a lift with him :) .

Below are the photo of Rama and Ramona. They are really cute. I'm really addicted to this drama.

2010-06-15T22:31:00.000-07:00

My family

Childish face of mine. [ my hair are short] :)

My sis face looked soo childish this was taken 2008 hari raya.

Hey love,
Today I'm bored so i just brows thru my multiply site. And i guess i've never online in my multiply site for long time i guess 1 year :) . I laugh upon myself because i looked at the picture of myself and it looks soo dork, childish and blur sotong. LOL. And the picture was taken 2 years ago [2008] when i was in secondary 2. Eww. I've really change alot.

Yay mummy say December holiday we're going to Surabaya. Woohoo. But i really want to go Bali. So, I intent to go work with Amar after we take our "N" level. As Juwairiah don't want to work with me after "N" so i will be going with Amar. "N" finish around Late October. ^_^ God bless me.

2010-06-14T21:39:00.000-07:00

I am ready for love. Why are you hiding from me? I'd quickly give my freedom, To be held in your captivity I am ready for love All of the joy and the pain And all the time that it takes Just to stay in your good grace. Lately I've been thinking Maybe you're not ready for me Maybe you think I need to learn maturity. They say watch what you ask for Cause you might receive. But if you ask me tomorrow I'll say the same thing I am ready for love Would you please lend me your ear? I promise I won't complain I just need you to acknowledge I am here If you give me half a chance I'll prove this to you. I will be patient, kind, faithful and true, To a man who loves music
A man who loves art Respect's the spirit world And thinks with his heart I am ready for love
If you'll take me in your hands I will learn what you teach And do the best that I can I am ready for love Here with an offering of My voice, My Eyes, My soul, My mind Tell me what is enough To prove I am ready for love?

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last Saturday, went to tekka with mummy and sis. We ate at Sakunthala. We odered Masala Chicken, Kang kong belacan, and lastly one of my favorite Fish head. And it taste heavenly, and we've ordered mango ice blend as our dessert and they served us Mango Lassi. I told him that we've ordered mango ice blend not Mango Lassi. Haha and he did change it for us :) . I think lassi it is made of yogurt or something. Hahaa. Currently eating my bueno. I bought it yesterday and put it in my fridge, and today i just realize it. LOL. I admit that i don't have a good memory like other people do hahaa. What to do god give me this brain already so i've to accept it. My sis called me dinosaur brain haha. So bad of her.

2010-06-11T03:54:00.001-07:00

Twister and Ritz biscuit is my favorite

Today woke up at 12+ Hahaa. Believe it or not it's up to you. As yesterday i slept at 4+ in the morning. 1 am to 3 am watched horror movie with my sis. After that talk with my sis about school and the 3 musketeers. Actually i slept later then 4am. My sis are the one who sleep at 4+ am. I've tried to close my eyes and go to sleep but i can't. I think went to sleep about 5+. Because that time i heard my dad alarm clock ranging. LOL. He usually woke up at 5.30 a.m early in the morning because dad want to pray Subuh :) . And you know what both of my parent called me panda eye. Because they say my eye started to have an eye bag. They both asked me to sleep early. WTH. I've tried to sleep early but i can't. And another reason is all TV program i mean movies for holiday is all great. And the timing of the movies start hell ya it's over midnight. Ok enough of that. Just now went to MacDonald with my sis and talk about 16 June. My sis say she want to bring her 3 friend. Munirah, Hasnim and Nirwan. ( o.O) bye sweet caramel.

Before i went to sleep i always say this words: Close my eyes, pray, remember Allah and say out my secret admire name. LOL.

2010-06-09T03:23:00.000-07:00

He's cute. Aww.. ^_^

Love this story soo much..

Rama comes from an affluent family and is a student. He is very pampered by both his parents because they believe that his birth caused them good fortune. Meanwhile, Ramona is the daughter of a widow living a simple life and never giving up on hope to achieve her goals and to go to college with the scholarship she got. One day Ramona gets very fustated when she finds out that her friend has been abused and harmed by Rama. Ramona reports this to the police and Rama gets caught and is put behind bars. This prevents Rama from going to America for further studies. Rama is very vindictive towards Ramona as she has destroyed his dreams. In his own way, he makes Ramona lose her scholarship that she gets angry and wants to take revenge. Ramona doesn't sit and wait quietly. She takes revenge on Rama until he gets thrown out of college. Rama didn't think that Ramona was this daring. At Ramona's engagement, Rama suddenly appears and claims to be her boyfriend and that they have even been sexually intimate with one another. He expresses his disappointment in her as they have been dating for a long time. This confession causes Ramona's mother to have a heart attack and Ramona's fiance breaks the engagement. The enemity between the two of them seems unstoppable. Ramona then wants to take revenge. This revenge between the two of them is very funny and cute. Ramona finally meets Rama's father and tells him all that Rama has done to destroy her life. Rama's father sympathizes with her and asks Rama to marry Ramona, Rama cannot get out of this situation and finally marries her. After they get married, they admit that their marriage is not of love but of mutual revenge.

I've no idea what to post today. So, I dicided to post the summery of this romantic drama. I hate holiday. Every single day I do all the same thing. Computer, Tv, Eat, sleep and study. Holiday suxx... I didn't attend remedial today because yesterday i slept at 3am in the morning and woke up at 11.15 a.m. Zul also didn't come to remedial today hahaa.. ^_^ Byeis

2010-06-07T22:38:00.000-07:00

Amar,me,kak Ayu

This wasn't my idea actually. It's my cousin. Haha. Nothing to do so this is what they do when they are bored. Peace.

Natasha and Farisyah

Amar and me

(My cousin)

Hey love,
Yesterday woke up at 7am, went to Jb with Family and cousin. Yesterday was fun, fun. Hahaa. You know what, i saw Firdaus yay. But his face looked sleepy. I think he work at night till morning. He really a workaholic sey. I like this type of guy. So yesterday went to City square to ate our breakfast. Took picture here and there. After eating then off to Larkin. I really don't like that place. shop around. Then got one girl. I guess is a Singapore girl looked at Amar, Farisyah, my sis and myself like never see before. Then got another girl, Amar say that girl pretty siaa. And i was like huh oh ok. Haha. That girl is cute not pretty uh hahaa. Oh gosh. And people around there, they really don't know how to say "excuse me" and they just squeeze in and walk. Is it soo hard to open your mouth and say excuse me. WTH.. I don't looked down on them. I just can't stop thinking why it's hard for them to say excuse.Haha. Ok then we ate again. Basri family always eat and eat haha my cousin say. Haha
I ate roti canai . Yummy. Then around 3 off from there. Reached Singapore around 5+. Then off to geylang to watched tedja for a while then off to Arab street. Because mom want to bought something. Reached home around 7.55pm. Yesterday was a tiring day for me. Bath clean myself with cold water and it feel soo fresh. Woohoo. Then watched Rama and Ramona at Sctv. Love that story. They really cute. Aww.. Haha.

Mengapa semua cowok itu sama? Mengapa tidak ada cowok yang setia kepada ceweknya untuk selamanya di dunia ini? Mengapa orang yang gue sayang selalu menyakiti gue. Gue benci banget sama namanya CINTA dan cowok. Mulai dari sekarang gue akan melupai lo. Tapi mengapa setiap kali gue cuba untuk melupai lo gue ngak bisa ya. Lo itu selalu di pikiran gue. Apa pun yang terjadi gue akan tetap melupai lo. Gue tau gue ini ngak cantik dan gue sedar bahawa gue ini gemuk. Dan gue sedar gue ini ngak seperti cewek cewek yang lain. Sexy, kurus. Mungkin tuhan itu memberi gue pentunjuk sepaya gue ini bisa mencari cowok yang lebih baik daripada kamu. Dasar cowok brengsek. Kamu itu nyerbelin amat tau..... Aku benci sama kamu.. SEBEl deh gue...

Why can't we love the one who love us instead of loving the one who hurt us? No one can tell

2010-06-04T23:04:00.000-07:00

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, falling in love with you was beyond my control.. Love this quote♥

Time shown 1.44 p.m and it currently raining outside. I'm in my bed with my lappy on my bed. I've nothing to do so what else blogging. And currently listening to Never Say Never by Justin Bieber ft. Jaden Smith. Love the song. Haha. I'm gonna watched karate kid so soon. I've seen the trailer and yay it awesome. And in that movie there's Jackie Chan. woohoo.. One of my favorite actor.

On Sunday my family and Amar family plus Kak Ayu will be going to Jb . Actually I'm lazy to go. But because of some reason i've to go :) . Argh my eye keep blinking. It getting irritated. It have been blinking since Sunday. Oh gosh i've played this song 3 time already and i'm not even finished blogging yet. Holly shitos. Time checked 2.02 pm so, got to go. Will blogged again on Monday maybe. Tata titi tutu. LOL.

2010-06-03T23:35:00.000-07:00

Love this but then Zul face only half shown :(

I was like Eating Zul hair here..

Hey today school start at 8. Math remedial was bored. English ok uh. hahaa. After class Juwairiah and me decided to eat at MacDonald and the time was about 10+ and by the way it still breakfast time . So we changed our mind to eat cup noodle instead but then there are no much choices. Suddenly Zul called me and say "eh where are you guys." hahaa. I said to him we are at blk 804. We waited for him to long ,soo we off from there.

So while we walking towards the swing, we thinking to eat roti prata instead suddenly Zul came and Boo at us hahaa. My heart gonna pooped out. Then Zul say he want Slurpee. So ok uh. Three of us went to bought slurpee at 7-11 insted and bye bye to the roti prata. haha.

After that we went to the swing. Played for 10 minutes suddenly got one little girl want to played. So i gave her to played. Chilled around the playground around 1hour +. We took picture here and there. And we plan to went out this 16 June. And on that day was Zul Birthday.♥ Byeis

2010-06-02T00:09:00.000-07:00

Dear dumb Diary
This Sunday i'm going to Jb . Hopefully i meet my sergeant Muhammad Firdaus again. hahaa.

Why is my eye keep blinking this few days and i don't know why? i heard people say if eye keep blinking it means gonna meet someone that are very far. But who? ok whatever. My holiday was bored but only Saturday and Sunday only fun. Saturday meet Rezz Sunday meet Cousin. Rezz you are the best childhood friend ever..

Prelim is coming so soon. "N" level too. Ms Chong gave me prelim past year paper and i can do some of the question only the rest are blank. The paper super hard. I really have no confident on myself to do both prelim and "N" level. My cousin have already seated for his "O" level oral. Arggh help me. Tomorrow got school. Confirm Ms Chong go thru this prelim paper. But whatever it is i 've to work hard because i want take Nursing course in ItE. ^_^

2010-05-31T20:42:00.000-07:00

Mummy♥

Thinking of you. Cheyy

Hey love, yesterday was fun. Woke up 8+. Went out with mummy, kak Ayu, my sis and myself. Ok first we went to tekka to ate breakfast. I ate paper thosai. Ok then off to Haji lane. I've bought new ear ring and bangle.Yay. The sales guy hair soo curly hahaa even the worm can go inside his hair. My sis say to me tell him go and reborn his hair uh. Haha LOL. After walked around then went off to ate at banquet. I ate fish and chip and it cost me $7.50 one plate . Then bought popiah basah yummy it taste heavenly. After we ate walked around golden Lanmark. Around 6+ went to Zam Zam to bought for daddy Mutabak. Haahaa.. Reached home around 8+.

2010-05-27T23:31:00.000-07:00

Hey.. At last school holiday is back.. So,Yesterday, chilled around with Rezz at our usual place and went to khatib mac because my stomach make music already. He treat me Mc spicy set.. Love you. Aww. Hahaa.. I'm soo lucky to have a great boyfriend like you. What i mean is Boy and a friend. Not more than a friend. Understood. Peace. Because i've love someone and he stole my heart already hahaa. Cheyy. After ate then went to play swing. Haaha. Rezz made a challenged who can go higher it means they win. Ain't he childish? Rezz you are 19 and you still made this type of challenged. hahaa. But it's ok i loike.. And i say ok, Who scared. Haha. I made a bet if i win he have to buy for me magnum dark ice cream and he say "if i win you have to buy for me condom" hahaa WTH.. Pervert siaa he. He reminds me Zul hahaa.. End up he won. So,both of us went to 7-eleven to bought for him his condom haha no laa i bought for him magnum gold ice cream instead and i bought magnum dark for myself. Went to play swing again.yay. While eating my ice cream suddenly Juwairiah called, i was very shocked i thought my mom are the want who called. Haha. Talked with juwairiah on the phone for 15 minutes i guess.Yesterday was such a fun and horrible day. Oh ya last but not least yesterday zul say he saw Kfc guy and i was thinking who uh? and i remembered oh ya it's haffy. Zul say he bring sling bag and wore black colour shirt.. I was excited. Zul say his hair looked funny hahaa i agreed 100%!! Oh, ya thanks Munirah for the brownies, it taste heaven.

Btw can't believe that Lee dewyze won American idol yesterday. I though crystal bowersox and the one who gonna win this season. Btw Congrats Lee. :)

2010-05-26T23:06:00.000-07:00

Today school as per normal nothing interesting.. Today get back my report book.. Ms chong say why i failed my math.. haha.. and i say because the paper was hard haha. I spoke to her directly. Woohoo. But seriously Mid-year math paper is super damn hard. Prelim more worst. Can't imagine.. But i very very disappointed with my math mark. By the way this is the first time i failed my math duh. But the good news is i improve my science. Yay.. And class position I'm a top ten out of 33.. Ok laa not bad. Today was a bad day for me because today I've to sit at the field for 30 minute because today got emergency exercise WTH. My skin is burning. GOsh. and another bad news is ms chong gave us 1 whole stack of prelim past year paper from other school. Argh. hate it!!!

2010-05-24T21:44:00.000-07:00

Today didn't came to school because i'm totally lazy.. Yesterday slept at 2am. Duh. Hopefully Juwairiah is coming to school on Wednesday. Because i want to collect my report book back. Oh, This is one of my favorite. Saw this video and make me laugh like clown hahaa. I adore their dance soo much. They are soo cute. Love this♥ And this is my idol song.. wee~~

2010-05-22T01:39:00.000-07:00

I don't know when i took this picture. I found it inside my another phone..

Hey readers, Today went to woodlands civic center to collect the cans for flag day. We went to soo many places. Among all the places that we have been going, the best places is Vista Point. We collect a lot of money yay. Juwairiah collect more coin and i collect more notes $_$ *blink blink*. Wee~~ Ok let me elaborate more we have been standing at vista point for at least 1 hour plus. Around 11 plus we off from vista because the weather was cloudy and going to rain so soon.. So we decided to went back to causeway. We walk half way then suddenly raining cats and dog. And so, i felt so embarrassed towards juwairiah because i fell down and it's my fault because i was running that time. And my watch broken. Siann..

So we chilled under the void deck while waiting for the rain to stop. We have been waited for 20 minutes i guess. So we continue our journey to marsiling, some marsiling people very stingy siaa.. Haiyoo.. Ok around 12.35 we chow because not that much people are there. So we took Mrt and drop at woodlands station. Around 12.45 we gave the can back to the person and do you know what we get $2.. Yay!! So after we gave the can we went to woodlands banquet to ate. I ate Nasi padang and carrot cake as for Juwairiah chicken rice and carrot cake hahaa.. Chicken hair wife loves to eat chicken rice soo much. WOW.. Hungry sioll i never ate from morning we only drank water. Today i drank 2 tins of coke. hahaa. After eating we shop around causeway. Went home around 2+. Hey i saw my uncle yay. He didn't changed. But Haffy changed alot. Iszy and Hazzy they didn't changed their appearance. Will upload the picture soon!! Bye!♥

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Professor Albert Einstein

I wish i had a brain like Albert Einstein . Hahaa Random.!! Peace love♥

2010-05-20T00:50:00.000-07:00

I fell in love with this guy again. Even though i tried to forget him but i can't. I love him because he's caring. Even though you doesn't look good but i still love you because of your heart. If someone looked handsome, cute but their heart like shit what for? end up the relationship will be broken like a pieces of glass fall on the floor. Sometime i looked at your face also I'm scared because of your eye really looked like monster i mean soo daring. Even though your friend also looked like monster hahaa. Why do you graduate soo fast. I still remembered in the year of 2008 one of your friend looked at me at parade square. I really don't care and i don't realize that someone have been looked at me like one kind that time because that time i had a crush with someone the name is secret hahaa. After i met with juwairiah then suddenly all the tragedy all happened. At school alwayz hazzy came first to school then fllowed by juwairiah then Iszy then followed by me and always came last is Haffy. hahaa. I still remembered that time our class having P.E lesson at hall and we are playing badminton then suddenly they suddenly came. Haha. And i still remembered you all ate at where we all ate. I love you all, i won't forget the tragedy. God bless you guys in your study and in the future.

Today was such a embarrassed day for me gosh. Today we make a pizza and the dough that we are doing is hard. Even though the trainee put oil and flour that dough still hard. And end up the trainee are the one who do it for us hahaa... she said i put to much strength that why the dough is hard she said baking need passion haaha... Lucky got juwairiah she cheered me up. she said " It's ok ernie, this is the first time." after she said that i feel much much better. Peace :)

p/s: Today is the happiest day ever and ever for Juwairiah Parveen because she went home with her admire hahaa. Jay jay..*Whistle* I know she have been wishing this to happened for long time and finally your wish come true babe congrats. Btw he are the one who ask her "eh, go home with me uh." hahaa. Miracle happened. Cheyy just now she laugh non-stop. J&J live happily ever after THE END!! hahaa LOL.!!

2010-05-19T23:02:00.000-07:00

Hey today school started as per normal. Today we baked chocolate cake and it tasted delicious. Yummy.. Tomorrow will be baking Pizza and Bestari. Bestari somehow like coffee making. Can't wait to make cappuccino because that is one of my favorite. After we baked Ms Chong tasted ours baking and ms chong say ours is nicer then jazlan one hahaa... and jazlan want to exchange he's cake to ours.. Hahaha... Hopefully Juwairiah will come tomorrow.. If not i will be very very very very sad. I really love baking and cooking. I've been learning cooking since primary 4. My maid are the one who teach me how to cook. The first thing I've learn is how to fried an egg and end up the egg become like shit duh!! Hahaa that is my worst memory of cooking that i ever had xD. Photo will be upload.. Waiting for joey to upload the photo to her facebook. Because all the photo at her phone. Byeis♥

2010-05-17T00:37:00.000-07:00

Hahaa... I looked funny here... :)

My face really looked tired here!!

Me!! Love this. Thanks to my sis.

Nur Qistina

I took this hahaa. No shame sia me.!! @_@

Isn't they cute??

My little new friend haha his name is Andrew.. Love his eye.

Yesterday went to the Zoo with my family and my cousin.. I really enjoyed myself.. The last time i went to the Zoo when i was in Primary 5. Zoo now really changed a lot. so, yesterday reached Zoo around 9.30 am. While waiting for my cousin to arrived my family and i ate at Ah Meng restaurant. I saw soo many Eurasian there. So, around 9.45 my cousin reached. We chilled around 20 minute. Around 10.05 am we went inside the zoo. I took quite a lot of picture. So around 10.30 we watched elephant show the elephant was cute. Love it. Second show is Rain forest around 11 plus i can't remembered what the time is. Third show was penguin but then people have already crowd the place so too bad for us. Around 12.30 we have our lunch that we have bought it from home. My mum bought Mee Siam and friend chicken, my cousin bought Nasi sambal goreng and it taste marvelous. Went home around 4 plus. More photo at facebook. ;)

Tomorrow will be the day i will getting back my test paper.. Noooooo!!!!! Ok next topic, I really treat this person as my friend last time but now NO. You are the one who hurt and left me and now you say on the another way round.? What is this?? you always want to search sympathy from people towards you. Wth. And now i can see you gonna taking someone from me. I really feeling so down today and i don't know why??

This is for you:
I don't need anyone to take advantage of my weaknesses or my strengths, I need someone who will appreciate me for everything that I am. And please be yourself don't be such a pathetic person... You talk to me with different voice and you talk to others with your act cute voice.. I'm not making out story but that's the fact. And please don't act in front of me as if like you are caring towards me. I really know your real attitude. Only god knows what's your real attitude is..!! God bless you!!!!

2010-05-14T00:54:00.000-07:00

Yeah at last Mid Year is over... and Tuesday i will dead. As for sure because i gonna get my paper back. I really have no confident of passing my math and science. I wish I've a good memory so that i won't forget what I've studied the past 3 years and remember both science and math formula. Tomorrow gonna meet my cousin yey.. =.=

2010-05-13T03:04:00.000-07:00

Ok this will be a random post. I idolize Adam Lambert so much. Who care if he's a gay. And he's already admit that he's really a gay so? I love he's music. Hahaa.. Bored at home i've really nothing to do huh.

2010-05-12T01:44:00.000-07:00

Today science paper was super hard, even though zul also say that the paper was hard. Paper 1 finished around 9.20 then we off to canteen, myra and zul ate. Finished eating off to class with Zul and jazlan. Elmira i don't know where she is, suddenly gone. Suddenly got one little boy I guess is jazlan friend, he look like a sec 1, he say zul body like burger hahaa lame... I laugh like hell.. But that guy is somehow rude. By the time we reached class mr Chia have already arrived. At 10 science paper 2 started. The paper was freaking hard. Paper 1 is more easier then paper 2.. I studied vernier caliper and end up never come out. FCUK..!! Just now Ms chong say our class fail badly for math. Ms chong say zul pass his paper 2 and he didn't do that well for paper 1. Oh gosh i guess i will fail both my math and science paper.

Yeah tomorrow no school can slack.. But friday still got CPA paper. But i'm worried on tuesday confirm get test paper back... :( and i gonna faint when i see my result.

2010-05-10T22:41:00.000-07:00

Today Math paper was like err. whatever ngok ngok.. I think math paper 1 is more easier then paper 2... But Juwairiah and zul say math paper 2 is easy.. WTH. I hate map scale the most. But whatever it is I've try my best... Wednesday is my big test SCIENCE. God bless me... ^_^
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I've to stop loving you.... you are gone.... soo...~~ please go away and stop running on my mind every second...

2010-05-06T02:55:00.000-07:00

2010-05-05T03:26:00.000-07:00

Today is Mt and English oral exam. i think i gonna fail my Mt oral as just now Mdm Nora asked me question and i was like thinking what to say.. And damn i forget what to say old folk's home in Malay.. as for English i felt that it is more easier then Mt..... and by the time i want to say thank you and push in my chair the teacher said your reading was good, and i smile so broadly like stupid girl on my way back home.. =)

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Hey this is one of my favorite youtubers. This video makes me laugh like hell hahaa.. He's bullying his dad by saying "Alpha Kenny Body" which is mean I'll fuck anybody.. It is such a lame video but i love it... =)

2010-05-03T20:59:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to tekka with family to bought something. Then off to perkampungan Melayu to watch SStt.. woohoo yesterday was fun... The place was totally crowded by the fans... Around 5+ my stomach was grumbling so we ate. After we finished eating we walked around pasar malam to bought for aunty lin water. So we walked pass the eating house again. So, suddenly i heard people called my name so i turned my head and i was shocked it's Rezz friend, then i smiled at them and say Eh, you all at here.. hahaha.... then Fizzy say yah laa, we all so big like this you cannot see us is it.. and i was like bluring like sotong haha.. I very embarrassed that time. Then i smiled at them and say eh, i've to go.. and i off to watch SStt again..... Then i guess 15 minute later Rezz message me... He say u at geylang.. and i was thinking how he know.. I think and think and i remembered just now i saw his gunduu friend..... Big mouth siaa them..... Fcuk mouth... Rezz messege me and say i aunty.... i say why, he say because i at geylang lame siaa he...... So yesterday reached home around 11.30 p.m... Lucky today no school..♥

2010-04-30T23:51:00.000-07:00

Hey dude! ! I just found a video of this kid... I think he is amazingly wonderful... woohoo... He 14 and he could play a acoustic guitar very well.. woow... look at his finger very smooth

2010-04-29T22:49:00.000-07:00

Hey! Today Cookie monster didn't come to school again. She might sick very badly.. She have been absence from school nearly one week gosh. Just now recess time i called her house and her dad say that she still sick. Get well soon! !. BTW i still sick but i force myself to go to school because mid year is coming and yeah Oh ya Mid year English paper is tomorrow wow... I've no confident. shit.!

2010-04-27T04:03:00.000-07:00

Hey love, For the past two days I've been sick with a temperature of 39.6 and my head was super heavy that time, it feel like there's a 2 tons of rocks on top of my head. So i went to my family doctor, doctor say that my fever is too high and doctor have to give an injection at my butt.. Wth!! But now i feel much much better then the past two days, but still my head having a bit of giddiness.. Doctor gave me two type of tablet medicine and one liquid medicine.... Do you know how it taste of that medicine it's totally shuck.. and jolly well I've to eat it everyday...Doctor gave me Mc for 2 days and two days of absence was a tremendously bad. i missed so much lesson :( Math test was held yesterday, and i didn't attend due to this sickness. whats more, this coming Friday is Mid- year.... Shucks!! bye take care of yourself don't get sick like me..... xD

2010-04-23T00:51:00.000-07:00

Hey love today i had a great time in school. Today at school i didn't talk that much as how i use to do so because my backbone is super pain and I've really no mood to talk to anyone that time .. To Juwairiah sorry if just now i didn't talk that much to you... Next Monday retest math class test as my whole class do badly for the test including me.. Hopefully i will pass the test.. so,it's finally Friday boohoo time to party...... I feel super excited because i going to meet Reez tomorrow.... Missing him soo much... So, just now i log in to my facebook profile and i felt super shocked that dumo and fish had view my profile even though i refresh the page so many time their face still appeared.. And now i feel like coughing what the hella..... huh..... Why today afternoon didn't rain.. huh i felt super hot today... and today Juwairah Rina and zul is sick.... Get well soon beybeh... hahaa...... xD

2010-04-21T00:06:00.001-07:00

Hey love, Today school was great.. woohoo... Today don't have 2.4km run.. =.= Thank god.. I kinda bored at home... Mummy cooked Sweet and sour woohoo... It taste marvelous.. I've already change my blog url.. woohoo.. Because i felt that erneyypoo it sound weirdoo huhu.... and i know that my new url kinda lame... but i love it... So i decided to meet up with Rezz this Saturday..... I message him just now" eh, do you want to meet up this sat?" He replied"yess i want i want I miss you uh teddy bear i want to hug you and kiss you" When i get the message i was like, What the hell you talking you want to hug and kiss me.. Omg.. haha.... and I replied"Do i really looked like a teddy bear to you huh..haha..Rezz you can hug and kiss me at my cheek only ok.."Rezz replied No uh ernie, don't get angry uh just kidding only... peace xD... btw ernie of coz i will kiss you at cheek uh. why you want me to kiss your strawberry cutie lips is it.. hehe" I replied"ur head uh i won't give my first kiss to u gong gong. U go and kiss your beloved gf uh"Rezz replied"I break with her already uh" The end i never reply him anything because i know he really hurt inside..

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Cookie Monster and Ernie

Juwariah Parveen the cookie monster...... BOO...xD

2010-04-19T00:40:00.000-07:00

Cpa lesson Memory of year 2008

Lalala Childish me....

i just found some picture from my folder hahaha... The picture above is taken in year 2008.. hhaaa WTH 2 years ago OMG.. Looked at my childish face.. woohoo... I've no comment to say...

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Hey girlfriend i'm back for posting soo yay.... Today get my math class test paper back... Wth when ms chong give me back my paper i was like wth i know i will fail!!!! and the result is YESS i fail woohoo... Well done, ernie... let's celebrate.. duh =.= my head laa celebrate... gong gong me.. Lucky got retest this friday... @_@... Lucky i didn't fail badly.. If i did i will kill myself.... I'm craving for Oreo cheesecake duh... Hum....
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Do you know what i really hate boys except Rezz and my (boyz) cousin.. Really... I really hate boys, Love and so ever.... I really wanna control myself of falling in love with boys starting from now onwards.. I will control myself of falling in love until my age turn 18 wahseyy... talk shit siaa me..... *Wink*

2010-04-16T01:55:00.000-07:00

Arggh today i never knew that today got math class test!! Damn i gonna fail.... shitos!!! and the bell rang arghh.. WTF......!@#$ ..Ok so just now went to our usual place with juwairiah by the time we reached one bangla was playing the swing damn... WTH.. so we chilled at another our favorite place woohoo chilled around 30 minute then went to Mcdonals and bought MC flurry woohoo my favorite oii because the weather was super damn hot..!!! soo we thought that the bangla already off from playing the swing. So we went to our usual place again, by the time we reached OMG all the lower sec kids was at swing arghh.... Today is such a pathetic day for me...... =.=
I believe in this word "Fate won't go anywhere"........(@_@)
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I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!! dumb dumb...

2010-04-15T03:03:00.000-07:00

I Love YOU♥♥

Today Juwairiah dream about the dumo. hahaa that's great.. I think god give her the clue that she had pray that time.... Haha the dream was super weird seriously! ! and in the dream some more he chat with juwairiah and say "Ernie To Journey" woohoo Hahaa..... Haiyahh it was a dream only.. Ermm Lamyy.. soo today got english class test woohoo.... I guess i will fail.... Really i can really feel that way.. woohoo... I don't want to get my class test paper back argghh.....!@##$%

2010-04-14T21:06:00.000-07:00

Hey love!! Never come school today.. I'm sick.. i don't know what i've ate until i get rashes.. duh..!@# hate it alot... Yesterday went to see doctor near chong pang.. and the doctor said i am allergic to prawn OMG do you know tt prawn is my favorite.. Ok whatever... and yesterday I kena inject by the doctor hahaa.. LOL... docter said if i never inject the itchy will be worst and it will look soo awful... and i think better inject if not i will be like a monkey scratch here scratch there like what only..... hahaa....... soo goodbye...♥♥

2010-04-08T02:36:00.000-07:00

Whenever i looked at the picture above i always thinking of the memory of the 3 musketeers..... I really missing them soo much... I miss how they walk, I miss how they eat, i miss how the way they go to the toilet, i miss how they queuing up to buy food even though the queue was super damn long, because of a piece of chicken they queuing up like hell... hahaha lame.. , i miss how they study, I miss how they stare at us......... Huh why must they left us soo fast... i really missing you guy soo much..... i really wish i could see you all one more time...

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Reply to Rezz

Rezz; Ok Nini, i won't bring my gf..... Why u are jealouse is it.... =.= soo if you are attach to the guy write at the blog i will be jealouse too ok....

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Me; Oii i'm not jealous ok... who say i'm jealous.....For ur info the guy that i write about in my blog is my friend ok...... why u jealous huh... U knw what they are much more better then u ok.... They pray not like u lazy pig never pray... hahaa just kidding...... Btw i dun think my status of being single will be change into in relationship coz I'm ugly and fat u know......... =.= who want me huh tell me... And i don't think if i'm attach u will be jealous.....

2010-04-07T03:29:00.000-07:00

Today school was super great..... Love it.... school finished 12.50 today, so today we went to ________ watever the place name called, to help Ms Peng to take care of the place untill 4 p.m... gosh.... got C.I.P hours maa.... =.=.. So we went to search for Ms Peng at Councilor room then off to the place... I just realize that sotong picture was at the door of the place woohoo. happy siaa me.... So 10 minute later i saw two little monster.... Gosh they were staring at me like one kind OMG.. what i do also i dun know LOOK LOOK like nvr see people bfore huh... haiyoo... Btw Juwairiah left around 3.10.... she left me huh soo sad..... So My sis, Munirah,Zul and myself was playing scrabble suddenly my sis friend all come and disturb us gosh...... watever ok..... we laugh here laugh there like a crazy people. hahaa.... soo got to go. byeis

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Tag relpy to Rezz......

He said; Sorry if tt time i ignore u ok. Do u want to meet up this sat? And plZ dun hate my gf ok... PlZ....

Me; Ok i will forgive you but i won't forget what u did to me tt day....... and for a mean time i don't want to meet u..... I give you time to go out with ur gf as much as you want.... then nxt week we meet up.... and plz dun bring ur gf..... UNDERSTAND....................!@#$

2010-04-06T04:14:00.001-07:00

Hey today Ms phua never came..... and Mrs Mathew are the one who relief our class.. She is really damn pathetic huh.... Erm ok whatever it is today met dumo and uncle.. Wahh i've been writing this dumo and uncle name almost everyday. Haha LOL.... I'm not that really 100% sure whether he saw us or not but hopefully he saw hahaa lame.....

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To 3 musketeers.. ;
I can't see you, I can't smell you, I can't touch you And I can't feel you But, somehow, I know you're there. A distance, so brutally far A feeling, so uncomfortably near It fills me with want and desire And I realize- I must not conspire. I cannot think and can't imagine I fear if I do it will make me closer While you remain out of reach And probably with someone else... I know I could be her... if I was there. I can't see you I can't smell you I can't touch you And I can't feel you But, somehow, I know you're there. I long to hear your voice once more. In the past it filled me with exhilaration And then left me in despair.

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Goodbye to my 3 musketeers..... Wish you all good luck in your success.......

Assalamualiakum.............

2010-04-05T17:35:00.000-07:00

Hey love, I'm in school. Now i'm in computer lab[ CPA lesson]. And i'm currently Playing facebook game. The game load damn slow. arghh!@#$. Just now me and juwairiah was talking about the 3 musketeers. I really missing them so freaking much only god knows hahahaa. btw now I really hate Rezz alot. I hate his gf too.. Whenever he with his gf he don't care about me. stupid him. am i jealous of him??? Maybe i really treat him as my own bro that why i jealous.... you've really broke my heart.. Whatever it is i still love him as my bro. and btw i saw dumo and my uncle at skool woohoo. Tomorrow gt Napfa test huh. lazy uh......

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To my dearest Rezz this is for you.........

A rose without thorns is like love without heartbreak;

it doesn't make sense. How can I lose something that I never had? They say, 'Time heals all wounds.' If that is true, then I guess mine go deeper than pain. There are no words to choose over losing you. I guess I found out too late, and now all I feel is heartbreak
that only hurts when I breathe. And maybe this will end tomorrow or 2 weeks or 4 months or maybe even 2 years from now but no matter when it ends. I'll never regret any of it. Sadness flies away on the wings of time. Someone can walk into your life and it is not until after they walk out that you realize that they were even there, Love can tear you apart... it can kill you. But if you’re lucky, it can put you back together. I hate you...and then I love you... it's like I want to throw you off a cliff.... then rush to the bottom to catch you. It hurts the most when you can actually feel your heart breaking. You love to hate the one who loves the one you hate to love. The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most. A hundred hearts would be too few To carry all my love for you. The most important things are the hardest to say, because words diminish them. True love never dies as we see in our eyes, only when we let go that we can truly say goodbye. Memories are the best souvenirs. Giving up on Love isn't Moving On Its Giving up Your Happiness.........
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All the best Rezz..... Hope u will last long with ur Gf...... =)
Farah ____ watever the name is. Please t'care of him. Don't ever break his heart, if u did then i will break your face...!@#$%

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Btw i lovee my blog song woohoo it sounds great....... lalaaa

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